~~ `JsT A meSs @.@`

Two down.. one to go... and it's the most dreaded one...

Gahh ran out of time today for BRM... pretty much missed out one question worth 30 marks... =(

But I'm pretty sure I passed... same goes for Database... probably just.. but I'd be happy not having to repeat the subject ^^.

I'll have to start studying for programming.... soon.. XD

 

YAY sitting out on the swing chair is awesome...

but I got bitten before I applied my trusty OFF! =(

 

I don't know what I wanted to write.. I just felt like blogging...

blog blog blog

 

=]P,

Helen ♥

Ok I've got it all worked out thanks to Billy =].

SHIT... just calculated my scores again for Networking..

I think I just got a Distinction.. ... instead of a Credit... JUST...

That's what the scores on Cisco is suggesting too, XD it says 75.1 LOL.. I hope I'm not jumping the gun ><".

 

If that's true.. then I need to at least get two credits...in BRM and DB cause we all know I can't get a credit in Programming ><"

and a pass...in programming to just keep my credit average...

or if I fail programming, I need a distinction and a credit in BRM and Databases to just keep my credit average.

 

I really really need to pass programming.. cause I don't want to have to do it again ><"...

but I'll have to HD the exam... gahhh.. how am I going to do that?!!!!!

That's getting all the multiple choice questions right and then 3 quarters of the coding questions right.

DAMNNIT... they better make both the coding questions easy.

 

On another note, I enjoyed by birthday immensely...

Wendy's Secret Garden is an awesome place, and it was heaps fun walking along the Harbour Bridge...

I was sad about Dippin' Dots though =(... KPower closed early.. 4pm my ass XP~~~.

XD ate woodfired Pizza.. haha cause my first choice wasn't possible at the time.. I wanted to go Blackheath and eat the nicest fish and chips.

Yes I'm a simple girl... with crazy ideas hehehehe.

 

Orthodontist appointment in less than twelve hours... I'm going for red and black =].

Then off to Billy's with Rowena to study for DB ^^.

Uni on Tuesday to study DB with Joseph and who ever else turns up...

DB exam on Wednesday

BRM exam on Saturday

and Apps Prog exam the following Wednesday...

and then... FREEDOM ^^.

 

Night!

Helen ♥

 

P.S. Yes there's alot of "just"'s, lol I'm not in a very stable position right now; let's hope this changes for the better, next semester XD.

Ahh 19 now... the last of the teens.... next year I'll be entering the 20s.

Lol but let's not think that far ahead.

I think I might go out to the city to celebrate by myself... kinda like last year how I went bushwalking.

I could probably find someone if I thought hard enough to come with me.

But it'd be really nice to do something for myself... self reflection time... or something along those lines...

gahh should've planned to go to ruined castle.. but it's too late now =(

So off to an adventure I go =D... lol that's if I don't wake up too late.

Which reminds me... I must go charge batteries after this =].

 

The last two days was awesome ^^.

 

Hehe after much trouble and negotiation I finally got my 10 points fulfilled =D on Wednesday

After the BRM lecture we, Rowena, Billy, Brandon and me, travelled to townhall to watched Astro Boy for free ^^,

Ahh don't you just love feel good movies... lol but a pretty funny ending XD.

Went home after going to prize paradise with my toy which Rowena exchanged with me =D.

Unfortunately... I felt kinda sick on the train...you know that sick feeling where you want to throw up... lol I found out today that Matt threw up Wednesday...

XD it's like every time he gets sick, I get sick too... =]P.

But I slept it off so I was all good.

 

I'm so happy about networking... I'm pretty sure I'm sitting on a credit ^^.

Just completed the subject today... it was a relief.

And we celebrated our relief in the first years lounge the way we usually do.. bludging, gaming and watching stuff =]P.

And I completed my 10 points... now just to get more =].

 

Now only Database, BRM and Programming to study....

lol I'd be happy if I could just scrape a pass... that's how gahhh I am about the exams...

BRM I think I'll be ok... it's just DB and Programming.. cause if I stuff up.. I'll fail ><", especially Programming.

 

Happy Birthday to all =]P,

Helen ♥

 

P.S. I might go and get dippin' dots ^^.

Dear my Ram Jam and Yangers,

 

You should both know that you're two very special people to me,

why else would I take you guys in as my children, right =].

I know you're both facing difficult times right now, and as much as I try to understand,

I know that every situation is unique and that you will both have to find the strength within yourselves to get through this.

 

Ram Jam,

I hope you know what a wonderful person you are, and I know how difficult it was the make the decision you did.

It's important that you don't blame yourself for anything, because when you think negatively... those thoughts will only grow,

it takes a lot to think positively and keep thinking positively, but I know you can do it, cause you have such a strong, determined and bubbly personality.

You made a hard decision that no one ever enjoys making or doing but I know you made it with much thought and it was the right thing to do.

Just know that you have all of us supporting you every step of the way, so don't ever feel like you can't talk to anyone of us.

Any of us would lend an ear and a shoulder for you.

What ever you want we'll do our best to do it for you.

I LOVE YOU, MWAH!

 

Yangerssssssssssss,

You are a great guy and you should know that by now. Don't ever give up on yourself!

It's alright and normal to be confused.

It doesn't make you any less of a person because of how you're feeling now, in fact it makes you more of a person.

Once you've done all that you need to do, don't forget to take some time off for yourself, because if you don't you'll burn out.

Forget about everyone else and only focus on yourself and only you... promise me that ok?

LOVE YOU HEAPS YANG =D.

 

I love both of you so much, and I know you both know that I will be here for you,

and if you've forgotten, I'll tell you again ... I'M HERE FOR YOU =]P.

I know that both of you will pull through on your own, but don't be afraid to ask for help,

cause each and everyone of us would put down everything you help you guys =].

 

Love,

Helen ♥

I really should be sleeping right now hhehe.. but Gossip Girl's taking an age to buffer..

and I want to get as many shows as I can out of the way XD.

 

Today was a good day =D, minus the hot weather.

It was really fun to hang out with out with everyone, free on exams and watch Paranormal Activity,

wasn't scary.. lol though I did jump XD, kinda turned into more of a comedy lol from all the commentary, but it was all good.

Hopefully I can pass the database exam, lol it would make me ecstatic, same goes for programming and business requirements modelling.

Speaking of uni... I like my timetable for next semester.. lol and my second semester timetable even more =D.

 

Friday was also a good night, went to the Halloween party as blue leopard,

and true to form I did something eye catching.. this time it was the hair... love that coloured hair spray XD.

Though the music was a bit.. ehhh... not what you could really dance to... but all up it was a great night cause we let loose =].

 

Gahh it keeps buffering ><""" whyyyyyyyy?

 

So this is the end of this blog...

but there will be another one following for two very special people =].

Helen ♥